A downloadable game for Windows, macOS, Linux, and Android

CONTENT WARNING (CLICK ME)

Psychological and verbal abuse, child abuse, gaslighting, self harm, suicide, substance use.

"Your sweetheart fell ill with a mysterious illness. Thankfully, you changed your mind about breaking up with them. Now, you're even closer to them. 

Too close."

A romance/psychological horror visual novel inspired by the Hanahaki disease trope. Immerse yourself in a romance with a sweetheart you can customize. But beware, as affection turns to obsession, the petals of love may suffocate.


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      Features:

  • Choose your name, as well as your sweetheart's name, pronouns, and appearence.
  •  Contains four endings. Aim to see the first three to unlock the true end.
  •  Original soundtrack, backgrounds, portraits, and CGs!
  • Story  length: 20k words.
  • Play on your Windows, Linux, and Mac devices, as well as your Android phone!


Submission for the 2024 Yandere Jam.

Languages: English, Brazilian Portuguese, French

French translation by: Pimika Meaw

If you're interested in translating the game, contact me.

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This story is fiction, but the feelings expressed in it aren't. Be mindful of the content warnings displayed and remember there is a human being behind what you read.


WHAT IS 'HANAHAKI DISEASE'? (CLICK ME)

Hanahaki is a fictional disease, often seen in fan-created content, in which the victim coughs up flower petals when they suffer from one-sided love. It ends when the beloved returns their feelings.

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Hydrangea Development Team:

Writing, project lead: Meiri

Sprites and CG: Misha

Background art: Banh-mi andJam

Music: Eric Jeffrey Tan

GUI: Abby Jocson / craboozled

Promo pixel art: Mary

Coding: Shie

Technical Artist: Joshua Bowles

Additional CGs and Special Thanks: Nevi

Voice of Yuu: David Finley

Voice of Yua: Liyah Pon

Casting and Directing: Phebe Fabacher (Very Berry Studios) 

Mixing: Hayden Davis (Very Berry Studios) 

Trailer Edited by Hayden Davis (Very Berry Studios)

https://veryberrystudios.com/

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Contact: contact@meirigames.com.br



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HINTS! (CLICK ME)

  • You can change text speed in the settings menu!
  • Ending 3 is not unlocked by default.
  • CGs can be viewed in the gallery. The displayed CG will include the appearence you chose for your sweetheart last time you finished any ending.
  • The highlited text in-game is clickable.
  • Download

    Download
    hydrangea-win-linux.zip 205 MB
    Version 1.5.1 Aug 04, 2024
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    hydrangea-osx.zip 199 MB
    Version 1.5.1 Aug 04, 2024
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    hydrangea_android.apk 215 MB

    Install instructions

    WINDOWS: download the win-linux .zip file. Utilize an application to unzip files, such as winRAR or 7zip. A folder with the game's name will appear.

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    This is a wonderful game that evokes incredible emotions. Icould barely hold back my tears at the end.

    This game is very well made and brought out a lot of emotions in me 

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    this is a good game but im unable to finish for personal reasons. which is unfortunate because it's gifted me a powerful reminder
    i feel done with real relationships and i play all kinds of romance vns like whimsical, dark, yandere, commercial, indie vns anything that i can indulge in fantasy and escapism
    and this one was a ice cold wave of reality
    i saw the warning and expected it a little but i didnt expect it to be this real, and yes im glad i tried it.

    mc's internal monologue and relationship dynamics with the siblings are distressfully relateable
    i had to hold back a sustained acid reflux reaction through the majority of my first playthrough. it was hard to get through and the ending i got really made me want to throw up
    so i am stopping here and leaving it incomplete

    it was frustrating for me to rediscover the bottomless pit feeling all over again and acknowledge that i am still affected by a past breakup years ago
    which, my ex is alive and well living his best life today so i am not worried about him in the least.
    i guess i discovered that i am still angry at myself.. i wish i could cut those feelings and experiences clean out of my life

    apart from my physical reaction, it was refreshing and validating to see this experience done in a game.
    the metaphor is nice, it really made me feel everything all over again, guilt, anxiety, frustration, betrayal, doubting my sanity always second-guessing myself and being a terrible person to someone i care about because my best intentions are never enough for them. i still dont know how i feel about it, but this is helping me organize my experiences for some closure.

    i'm very grateful you made a visible, serious, trigger warning because i was prepared for it and i respect you for making a really good game. i wont be finishing it but it is leaving an positive, impactful reminder for me.

    I’m glad to hear that the content warning allowed you to make that decision and that you’re caring for your well-being and comfort above all else. Hydrangea is a very heavy game indeed and I completely understand where you’re coming from.

    I’m honored to hear that this game left a positive impact on you and I hope you’re able to work through these troubles and know that you’re not alone 🫂


    after sleeping on it, i feel a lot better. i want to tell you how much i like this game and attest that it's well made. i was surprised how it's so accurate, straightforward and relateable. it's amazing how it's easy to understand.

    the breakdown and re-presentation of the obsessive romance trope feels original and personal. the twin's perspective really adds to the overall realism too.
    usually i enjoy the "i love them and i can fix them" plot lines as fiction fantasy. i'm not complaining, i like happy endings realistic or not. but playing this game was really personal like the content warning said, and i'm grateful to have had this opportunity. :)

    it's been hard to find closure. this kind of feeling is rarely accurately depicted in media so i've given up, or never looked for it. i don't talk. i have a friend who's gone through similar stuff and we grew close but it's too personal and confusing to really talk about.

    the opportunity to reflect on my emotions with this euphemism was really nice. i'm thinking about telling my friend about this game too.

    if you would like to translate this game into korean sometime, i would love to help. i'll send you an email if you're open to it.

    This was so well done, I absolutely loved it. Very heavy and very much hits far too close to home yet beautifully executed and definitely something I would come back to.

    Thank you for playing! 💖

    J'aime tellement ce jeu, j'y ai joué il y a quasiment 1 an, et je voulais y rejouer, mais mon ordi a gardé mon ancienne partie malgré le fait que j'ai désinstallé-réinstallé et ça me frustre un peu TvT

    Savez-vous comment faire pour que je puisse y rejouer comme si c'était la première fois ?

    Bonjour, je ne parle pas français, j’utilise donc Google Traduction.

    Essayez de supprimer les données du dossier de sauvegarde du jeu, puis suivez ceci : https://savelocation.net/renpy

    Vous devriez trouver un dossier portant le nom d’Hydrangea. Supprimez toutes les données et vous devriez pouvoir recommencer.

    It was done beautifully. All the endings stuck with me and left me thinking, the one that hurt the most was definitely the last one. I'm really fond of the characters

    Thank you so much for playing! ❤️

    This is incredible. What an amazing and true-to-life depiction of manipulation and the pain that it causes. This made me analyze a lot of my past relationships and think about how much they may have affected me. Incredibly thought-provoking.

    This. Is amazing. I can really tell you guys put effort into the story, the portrayal of the 'love interest' and the beautiful art! Thank you for this- I'm looking forward to your future projects!

    the ending 1 For me it's the most real and also the scariest, because I know I would do the same as MC if I were in his place, it's scary to think that relationships like this exist and many can't get out of it due to psychological manipulation, when the words start repeating themselves and when you feel like things are only going to get worse even if the cycle continues the same

    The writing caught me off guard really. It felt like any sort of cheesy trope before evolving to be on par with real life. The tension doesn't just magically resolve. It stays and festers, boiling down before erupting. While I have not personally experienced these issues, I appreciate the care put into the writing for victims of abuse feel seen. 


    10/10, confused on getting the other endings and frankly, I might stop using skip for the sake of seeing other endings

    peak!

    PEAK!

    This was a crazy ride...i love it

    Thank you for playing!!

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    lovely game. I found it when i was searching for a yandere game & at first it didn't seem like a yandere game.. until the psychological method of manipulating someone showed. I guess this is how it's like when you're in an abusive relationship n have to deal w/ this.. I'm just glad that the other siblings were there for us and have to deal with this cause i would not last a second. Overall the character designs & cgs are beautiful, i love the voice acting too, quite real.

    Very good game, but I'm stuck on ending 2 😭 I need help

    have you gotten ending 1?

    No

    Lovely game, amazing voice actors, great art. i loved everything. and the story itself is the highlight of the game <3

    This breaks me, I understand them so much and sympathize with them, this was intense and I couldn't bring myself to cry physically but my heart ached, this have so many life lessons and I love it, I love this game and the creator. This was certainly bittersweet and unexpected , I know it's unexpected but I never imagined the next move, I'm so glad I played this game this had a big impact on me<3

    OH AND THE VOICE ACTORS WERE GREAT , THEY literally had me toe curling, AND I LOVED THE DRAWING!!

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    It breaks me, it broke my heart </3

    For some reason, I feel that ideas highlighting awareness about signs of a toxic relationship are quite rare. As someone who has never been in a romantic relationship, this hits me hard and makes me more cautious about who I fall in love with

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    this one was certainly intense and unexpectedly hit home </3 a bittersweet, realistic experience and I felt satisfied reaching the true end which gave that kinda moving on aspect more easier, there's truly that valuable something you can take from this, some inspiring strength, relatable moments, and well, it helped me to learn about those toxic relationships that were so difficult to get out of.

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    I'm glad i played this. It helped me to realise some important things about both past and present relationships. Thank you for making this.

    Going into this game, I didn't know what to expect. But I played it due to my love for reading about Hanahaki disease. This game definetely took a turn in the way I didn't expect 



    (SPOILERS AHEAD)
    The different endings sent me on a roller coaster. For the first two endings unlocked, it really emulates the cycle of abuse that many unfortunately go through. Especially with me being a psychology major, I feel like this game truly was able to encaptulates the cycles of abuse. The hope of being able to change someone, to make them happy, especially with the hope of "things will turn out how they use to be" the writing was so strong within this VN. I really felt myself, feel for how the MC was in, the fear of confrontation and what it can lead to, and the fear of saying one wrong thing, which can send things over the edge, I really felt the emotions in those scenes.  This game does an amazing job at showing what can happen in those types of relationships
    Going onto the 3rd ending, seeing the fear the sibling being reminded of their past, of their mother, and seeing it in someone they loved. I sobbed. I felt for them at that moment. The hope of wanting to end the cycle of abuse, only to realize it was too late, it hurt me as well. And again, this unforunately can happen to many people who grew up in those types of enviornments. They see it happen, and the cycle of abuse continues. Again another perfect way of showing how abusive relationships can occur. 
    FInally the last ending. It was refreshing to see the sibling remind them of their past, making them remember, and wanting the best. And I'm glad our MC stood up for themselves, unforunately many people aren't able to, but im glad our MC could. 

    Overall I think this game does amazing of confronting these issues, and showing how abusive relationships not only effect those with an abusive partner, but as well as the abuser, and the family as well. This game is amazing in it's potrayl of these types of relationships, and I hope that anyone who has dealt with being in one, or is currently in one, is able to be freed from what has happened to them. Amazing job, this was so beautiful.

    Thank you so much for the long, thoughtful feedback! I’m so glad to hear you enjoyed the story. <3

    1000/10! Everyone did amazing!
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    I came to see how this game is going to play with the 'hanahaki' disease trope and oh. My God. I did NOT expect to get flashbacks and absolute whiplash. THE PLOT IS SO GOOD. This feels so.... so realistic. My ex used to act like our sweetheart, making me feel horrible each day and then acting like it was fine afterwards, it feels suffocating and this game did those feelings so so well. I felt trap and when I got the final, true ending... Oh the tears. I learned how to forgive them, not just the characters, the person i was with, too. I wonder about them sometimes but I'm way better now. Thank you for this game, you have truly TRULY moved my heart.

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    oh. my god. I absolutely BAWLED my eyes out over this game. I love yua sooo much !!!! they're such a cutie pie!! wish there was an ending where we happily ended up with them; but it makes far more sense from a realistic and creative project to not have that. this game is such a fucking masterpiece!!! the scene with yuu trying to make yua remember what their mother was actually like was SO SAD. and that scene with them walking together happily at the end of the 4th end?!?!? im dead. deceased. literally cannot explain how much I love this game.

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    Someone ask me to play this game... and I'm glad they did 1000/10


    Hello, I'd like to make a russian translation for your game!

    I've sent a letter to your gmail address, but I'm not sure if it came through.

    I got it, I’ve just ran into some upsetting personal issues so I can’t respond right now ;_; will try to get back to you by this weekend

    Oh, I see, of course I can wait, it's no problem.

    I wish you can handle whatever you're going through right now <3

    Since starting itch.io games, I've grown a new appreciation for the  beauty that's woven so intricately within these creations. 

    Hydrangea is a visual novel that I will hold forever dear to my heart, and it is purely due to the amount of love and care intertwined within its story and storytelling. 

    Characters, especially Yua, were so biting and raw. I would really like to say thank you to the Liyah Pon for her part, the voice acting was genuinely phenomenal.

    Abuse isn't a mistake, or an occurrence, or some whimsical slip of acclaimed cruelty, but more often than not a cycle of... love. Not the love of purity and of warmth, but the love that holds and the love that drowns. 

    As a previous commenter has mentioned, Hydrangea perfectly encapsulates the pure suffocation within relationships where unbalanced power dynamics are followed with resigned servitude. 

    Thank you so much to all those that worked on the game, it was such a delight to play. 

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    I genuinely felt so trapped and helpless playing this game...it beautifully encapsulated the prison that abusive relationships can be. 10/10 experience, I found it horrifying. 

    Passing by to remind everyone that Hydrangea’s Steam page is live! Wishlisting it helps the game reach more players. Tell your friends, family, and pets! https://store.steampowered.com/app/3121650

    jogo lindo, 5 estrelas

    UM BRASILEIRO AHJWKDDHADHAJKJ

    siim KK

    so good didnt even bother looking for a walkthrough guide

    hello! i'd like to translate this game in greek! where should i contact you?

    Hi, read this! https://meiri.itch.io/hydrangea/devlog/776205/on-translations-contact-me-if-youd-like-to-translate-hydrangea

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    I originally downloaded the game due to taking an interest in the concept of a psychological horror that delved into the topic of an abusive relationship and it didn't disappoint in the slightest.

    I was sucked into the story and began to relate a lot to the MC in terms of their mindset and how they thought, which then made me realise that a relationship I had gotten out of a few months back was like the one portrayed in Hydrangea to a lesser extent. 

    The game portrays the topic in a very interesting and respectful manner and I appreciate that. Even making me aware of the cycle of abuse and that being the thing to make me realise what had happened and choosing to portray it via hanahaki disease was genuinely a smart move.

    10/10 

    this game was quite interesting to say the least. The concept of hydrangeas in the game was just WOW.. the characters and the story itself was so emotional it left me thinking about my life in the end. 

    this is genuinely one of the best games i have played on here. its extremely immersive, well written, sad, and beautiful. love it <3

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    🤍NEW UPDATE🖤

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    Great game! Made me very emotional, I almost cried which doesn't happen often. All of the characters were very well written. Glad that in the true ending everyone got a happy ending. I loved this and it is definitely one of the best games I've ever played. 5 stars!

    Amo  los Yanderes y a esa enfermedad ficticia q puede salir mal ? Jsksj

    this game was insanely good
    and i almost cried playing this
    amazing storyline, art and everything 
    10/10 

    this is so good oh my gosh,, what's more crazy is after playing this I can see myself realizing and relating to some of the traumas elaborated in the game. 10/10!!

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