
Hydrangea
A downloadable game for Windows, macOS, Linux, and Android
CONTENT WARNING (CLICK ME)
Psychological and verbal abuse, child abuse, gaslighting, self harm, suicide, substance use."Your sweetheart fell ill with a mysterious illness. Thankfully, you changed your mind about breaking up with them. Now, you're even closer to them.
Too close."
A romance/psychological horror visual novel inspired by the Hanahaki disease trope. Immerse yourself in a romance with a sweetheart you can customize. But beware, as affection turns to obsession, the petals of love may suffocate.
ALSO OUT ON STEAM!!
Features:
- Choose your name, as well as your sweetheart's name, pronouns, and appearence.
- Contains four endings. Aim to see the first three to unlock the true end.
- Original soundtrack, backgrounds, portraits, and CGs!
- Story length: 20k words.
- Play on your Windows, Linux, and Mac devices, as well as your Android phone!
Submission for the 2024 Yandere Jam.
Languages: English, Brazilian Portuguese, French
French translation by: Pimika Meaw
If you're interested in translating the game, contact me.
This story is fiction, but the feelings expressed in it aren't. Be mindful of the content warnings displayed and remember there is a human being behind what you read.
WHAT IS 'HANAHAKI DISEASE'? (CLICK ME)
Hanahaki is a fictional disease, often seen in fan-created content, in which the victim coughs up flower petals when they suffer from one-sided love. It ends when the beloved returns their feelings.
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Hydrangea Development Team:
Writing, project lead: Meiri
Sprites and CG: Misha
Background art: Banh-mi andJam
Music: Eric Jeffrey Tan
Promo pixel art: Mary
Coding: Shie
Technical Artist: Joshua Bowles
Additional CGs and Special Thanks: Nevi
Voice of Yuu: David Finley
Voice of Yua: Liyah Pon
Casting and Directing: Phebe Fabacher (Very Berry Studios)
Mixing: Hayden Davis (Very Berry Studios)
Trailer Edited by Hayden Davis (Very Berry Studios)
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Contact: contact@meirigames.com.br

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| Status | Released |
| Platforms | Windows, macOS, Linux, Android |
| Rating | Rated 4.7 out of 5 stars (281 total ratings) |
| Authors | Meiri, int_45h, banh mi, Jamboree, ejtanmusic, craboozled, Misha |
| Genre | Visual Novel, Interactive Fiction |
| Made with | Ren'Py |
| Tags | Amare, Anime, Cute, Horror, LGBT, Multiple Endings, Psychological Horror, Romance, yandere |
| Average session | About an hour |
| Languages | English, French, Portuguese (Brazil) |
| Inputs | Keyboard, Mouse, Gamepad (any) |
| Accessibility | Subtitles |
Download
Install instructions
WINDOWS: download the win-linux .zip file. Utilize an application to unzip files, such as winRAR or 7zip. A folder with the game's name will appear.
Development log
- Leave a review on Steam for Hydrangea! We're aiming for 50!Sep 25, 2024
- HYDRANGEA IS OUT ON STEAM!Sep 13, 2024
- Steam page is live! (And differences from the itchio build)Aug 17, 2024
- Update 1.5.1: Android build, translation fixesAug 04, 2024
- On translations (contact me if you'd like to translate Hydrangea)Aug 03, 2024
- Hotfixes for mac usersAug 03, 2024
- HYDRANGEA 1.5: Voice Acting Update! Steam release soon! [9k Downloads!]Aug 02, 2024
- Update 1.3: French translation, typo fixesMay 04, 2024






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Que gatilho me deu esse jogo. Esse jogo mostra como um relacionamento abusivo é na prática. Como um parceiro pode nos manipular e sugar o restante de sua consciência e nos tornar vulneráveis a ponto de pensarmos que n somos nd sem eles. Se uma pessoa faz isso com vc, termine imediatamente antes que seja tarde demais. Nota 10 pra esse jogo!
just wanna say hi to the game devs
Una pregunta, no está en español? 😞
the generational cycle in the game is just so painfully real and relatable, well written!!
THIS IS SUCH A PHENOMENALLY REALISTIC GAME. I'm still literally holding back tears hahahah this was such a hard playthrough to sit throughhh
Ending 3 was a different level of grief. I needed to take a LOT of breaths in-between each ending before the true ending because honestly... this was the most mentally disturbing thing I've put myself through TvT
But this is also really helpful for awareness, so tysm to the whole team for making it possible!!
The fact that it is ALWAYS easier to watch it from someone else's POV than seeing it happen to yourself, the sheer struggle in overcoming the cycle and breaking through it... words aren't enough to describe how much of an emotionally, mentally, physically taxing challenge it is. And the game made me seriously empathize with that (which wasn't hard to do bcuz the voice acting made it super personal and realistic ahahah)
All I can say is the true ending was worth every time my chest tightened up from witnessing the endless cycle of abuse. The twin-to-twin communication that everybody needed (because EVERYONE equally needed that kinda therapeutic healing) also healed the emotional damages I've gotten - especially seeing what happened to each of them, after. Those glimpses just gave the closure that was needed. This was the best, soul-wrenchingly realistic gameplay and I have not a single regret deciding to play this to the end :,,>
no tengo palabras para describir como este juego me ha hecho sentir... admito que al inicio no me interesa tanto, es decir SI pero, cuando empezo a llegar al punto en el que hubo manipulación de por medio de cierta manera me empezo a afectar, no tan fuertemente por suerte, pero si me dejo pensando. Cuando llegue al ultimo final quede en lagrimas totales... Honestamente entiendo mucho lo que es tratar de esconder un trauma tras un recuerdo lindo que nunca paso, ya que en algun punto mi madre realmente fue horrible conmigo y me escondi tras algo como eso. Siempre la justifique con cosas como que no tenia la culpa, que solo estaba estresada (y aun así por dentro si me quejaba, pero nunca lo decia por miedo a que ella me a nuevamente). Yo sigo con ella, honestamente sigo con todo el dolor que alguna vez tuve en el pasado. Al menos ahora no estoy dispuesta a perdonarla completamente, por que sigo dañada por todo lo que ha hecho, realmente ha tenido un efecto traumatico en mi pero aun así tengo el valor para aceptar sus disculpas algun día si es que las da. No se si decir que le hecho la culpa de como me comporto actualmente, por que tal vez tengo mala actitud o algo así segun mis padres
mi papa tampoco estuvo tan presente cuando lo necesite pero aun así fue mi mayor figura de apoyo y la persona en la que actualmente me resguardo a pesar de que a veces nos tratemos mal. No lo perdono, no los perdono, pero el amor que siento es más grande. Mentiria si digo que no hay rencor de por medio por todo lo que ha pasado pero aun así los amo.
Este juego me parece algo realmente increible. La angustia de MC y todo el dolor que pasa por la manipulacion realmente se siente mucho y no solo eso, tambien el reflejo del trauma de los personajes a causa de todo pasado anteriormente se ve. Se notan las raices y como eso los ha afectado a largo plazo. Me alegra mucho que el ultimo final no sea algo agrio o algo así, es un final donde a pesar del dolor todos encuentran un camino a la luz. Si, todo el dolor sigue estando, pero todos han hecho su esfuerzo por seguir adelante y lo han logrado, se han amado.
btw... es muy fuera de tema pero me dio un poco de risa los 2 artes que se mostraron cuando los gemelos se abrazan entre si o cuando uno de ellos amenaza a mc con
suicidarseNO TIENEN NADA DE MALO OKAY, solo se me hizo algo gracioso el cambio artistico pero fuera de eso toda mi experiencia jugandolo fue increible!!! gracias por crear este juego, realmente tengo mucho para pensar ahora <3CARALHO! QUE JOGO FODA!
Foi uma maravilhosa experiência jogar esse jogo. Me deixou completamente surpresa quando aos finais e a história dele, além de emocionada com a mensagem que ele vem a passar. SIMPLESMENTE JOGUE!
This is incredibly well-written. I am not able to play for a different ending because it made me feel so strongly that it left an impact on me mentally. I truly adore this game. As a person who used to behave in an abusive manner without realizing it, this game helped me fully come to terms with the magnitude that my words and actions, which were similar to the love interest's at times, affected my ex. It made me feel incredibly remorseful because the protagonist's thoughts of being useless, being at fault, etc, were how I felt in the abusive relationship I myself had suffered, and were likely also how my ex felt during my time with them. It truly resonated with me and hurt to play, but that just shows how well-executed it is. It brought me to tears because it reflected how my own actions have affected other people and I am incredibly remorseful for them.
TL;DR Great game. Really hit close to home as someone who used to hurt others in a similar way without meaning to.
This is a wonderful game that evokes incredible emotions. Icould barely hold back my tears at the end.
This game is very well made and brought out a lot of emotions in me
this is a good game but im unable to finish for personal reasons. which is unfortunate because it's gifted me a powerful reminder
i feel done with real relationships and i play all kinds of romance vns like whimsical, dark, yandere, commercial, indie vns anything that i can indulge in fantasy and escapism
and this one was a ice cold wave of reality
i saw the warning and expected it a little but i didnt expect it to be this real, and yes im glad i tried it.
mc's internal monologue and relationship dynamics with the siblings are distressfully relateable
i had to hold back a sustained acid reflux reaction through the majority of my first playthrough. it was hard to get through and the ending i got really made me want to throw up
so i am stopping here and leaving it incomplete
it was frustrating for me to rediscover the bottomless pit feeling all over again and acknowledge that i am still affected by a past breakup years ago
which, my ex is alive and well living his best life today so i am not worried about him in the least.
i guess i discovered that i am still angry at myself.. i wish i could cut those feelings and experiences clean out of my life
apart from my physical reaction, it was refreshing and validating to see this experience done in a game.
the metaphor is nice, it really made me feel everything all over again, guilt, anxiety, frustration, betrayal, doubting my sanity always second-guessing myself and being a terrible person to someone i care about because my best intentions are never enough for them. i still dont know how i feel about it, but this is helping me organize my experiences for some closure.
i'm very grateful you made a visible, serious, trigger warning because i was prepared for it and i respect you for making a really good game. i wont be finishing it but it is leaving an positive, impactful reminder for me.
I’m glad to hear that the content warning allowed you to make that decision and that you’re caring for your well-being and comfort above all else. Hydrangea is a very heavy game indeed and I completely understand where you’re coming from.
I’m honored to hear that this game left a positive impact on you and I hope you’re able to work through these troubles and know that you’re not alone 🫂
after sleeping on it, i feel a lot better. i want to tell you how much i like this game and attest that it's well made. i was surprised how it's so accurate, straightforward and relateable. it's amazing how it's easy to understand.
the breakdown and re-presentation of the obsessive romance trope feels original and personal. the twin's perspective really adds to the overall realism too.
usually i enjoy the "i love them and i can fix them" plot lines as fiction fantasy. i'm not complaining, i like happy endings realistic or not. but playing this game was really personal like the content warning said, and i'm grateful to have had this opportunity. :)
it's been hard to find closure. this kind of feeling is rarely accurately depicted in media so i've given up, or never looked for it. i don't talk. i have a friend who's gone through similar stuff and we grew close but it's too personal and confusing to really talk about.
the opportunity to reflect on my emotions with this euphemism was really nice. i'm thinking about telling my friend about this game too.
if you would like to translate this game into korean sometime, i would love to help. i'll send you an email if you're open to it.
This was so well done, I absolutely loved it. Very heavy and very much hits far too close to home yet beautifully executed and definitely something I would come back to.
Thank you for playing! 💖
J'aime tellement ce jeu, j'y ai joué il y a quasiment 1 an, et je voulais y rejouer, mais mon ordi a gardé mon ancienne partie malgré le fait que j'ai désinstallé-réinstallé et ça me frustre un peu TvT
Savez-vous comment faire pour que je puisse y rejouer comme si c'était la première fois ?
Bonjour, je ne parle pas français, j’utilise donc Google Traduction.
Essayez de supprimer les données du dossier de sauvegarde du jeu, puis suivez ceci : https://savelocation.net/renpy
Vous devriez trouver un dossier portant le nom d’Hydrangea. Supprimez toutes les données et vous devriez pouvoir recommencer.
It was done beautifully. All the endings stuck with me and left me thinking, the one that hurt the most was definitely the last one. I'm really fond of the characters
Thank you so much for playing! ❤️
This is incredible. What an amazing and true-to-life depiction of manipulation and the pain that it causes. This made me analyze a lot of my past relationships and think about how much they may have affected me. Incredibly thought-provoking.
This. Is amazing. I can really tell you guys put effort into the story, the portrayal of the 'love interest' and the beautiful art! Thank you for this- I'm looking forward to your future projects!
the ending 1 For me it's the most real and also the scariest, because I know I would do the same as MC if I were in his place, it's scary to think that relationships like this exist and many can't get out of it due to psychological manipulation, when the words start repeating themselves and when you feel like things are only going to get worse even if the cycle continues the same
The writing caught me off guard really. It felt like any sort of cheesy trope before evolving to be on par with real life. The tension doesn't just magically resolve. It stays and festers, boiling down before erupting. While I have not personally experienced these issues, I appreciate the care put into the writing for victims of abuse feel seen.
10/10, confused on getting the other endings and frankly, I might stop using skip for the sake of seeing other endings
peak!
PEAK!
This was a crazy ride...i love it
Thank you for playing!!
lovely game. I found it when i was searching for a yandere game & at first it didn't seem like a yandere game.. until the psychological method of manipulating someone showed. I guess this is how it's like when you're in an abusive relationship n have to deal w/ this.. I'm just glad that the other siblings were there for us and have to deal with this cause i would not last a second. Overall the character designs & cgs are beautiful, i love the voice acting too, quite real.
Very good game, but I'm stuck on ending 2 😭 I need help
have you gotten ending 1?
No
Lovely game, amazing voice actors, great art. i loved everything. and the story itself is the highlight of the game <3
This breaks me, I understand them so much and sympathize with them, this was intense and I couldn't bring myself to cry physically but my heart ached, this have so many life lessons and I love it, I love this game and the creator. This was certainly bittersweet and unexpected , I know it's unexpected but I never imagined the next move, I'm so glad I played this game this had a big impact on me<3
OH AND THE VOICE ACTORS WERE GREAT , THEY literally had me toe curling, AND I LOVED THE DRAWING!!
It breaks me, it broke my heart </3
For some reason, I feel that ideas highlighting awareness about signs of a toxic relationship are quite rare. As someone who has never been in a romantic relationship, this hits me hard and makes me more cautious about who I fall in love with
this one was certainly intense and unexpectedly hit home </3 a bittersweet, realistic experience and I felt satisfied reaching the true end which gave that kinda moving on aspect more easier, there's truly that valuable something you can take from this, some inspiring strength, relatable moments, and well, it helped me to learn about those toxic relationships that were so difficult to get out of.
I'm glad i played this. It helped me to realise some important things about both past and present relationships. Thank you for making this.
Going into this game, I didn't know what to expect. But I played it due to my love for reading about Hanahaki disease. This game definetely took a turn in the way I didn't expect
(SPOILERS AHEAD)
The different endings sent me on a roller coaster. For the first two endings unlocked, it really emulates the cycle of abuse that many unfortunately go through. Especially with me being a psychology major, I feel like this game truly was able to encaptulates the cycles of abuse. The hope of being able to change someone, to make them happy, especially with the hope of "things will turn out how they use to be" the writing was so strong within this VN. I really felt myself, feel for how the MC was in, the fear of confrontation and what it can lead to, and the fear of saying one wrong thing, which can send things over the edge, I really felt the emotions in those scenes. This game does an amazing job at showing what can happen in those types of relationships
Going onto the 3rd ending, seeing the fear the sibling being reminded of their past, of their mother, and seeing it in someone they loved. I sobbed. I felt for them at that moment. The hope of wanting to end the cycle of abuse, only to realize it was too late, it hurt me as well. And again, this unforunately can happen to many people who grew up in those types of enviornments. They see it happen, and the cycle of abuse continues. Again another perfect way of showing how abusive relationships can occur.
FInally the last ending. It was refreshing to see the sibling remind them of their past, making them remember, and wanting the best. And I'm glad our MC stood up for themselves, unforunately many people aren't able to, but im glad our MC could.
Overall I think this game does amazing of confronting these issues, and showing how abusive relationships not only effect those with an abusive partner, but as well as the abuser, and the family as well. This game is amazing in it's potrayl of these types of relationships, and I hope that anyone who has dealt with being in one, or is currently in one, is able to be freed from what has happened to them. Amazing job, this was so beautiful.
Thank you so much for the long, thoughtful feedback! I’m so glad to hear you enjoyed the story. <3
I came to see how this game is going to play with the 'hanahaki' disease trope and oh. My God. I did NOT expect to get flashbacks and absolute whiplash. THE PLOT IS SO GOOD. This feels so.... so realistic. My ex used to act like our sweetheart, making me feel horrible each day and then acting like it was fine afterwards, it feels suffocating and this game did those feelings so so well. I felt trap and when I got the final, true ending... Oh the tears. I learned how to forgive them, not just the characters, the person i was with, too. I wonder about them sometimes but I'm way better now. Thank you for this game, you have truly TRULY moved my heart.
(not really spoiler free)
oh. my god. I absolutely BAWLED my eyes out over this game. I love yua sooo much !!!! they're such a cutie pie!! wish there was an ending where we happily ended up with them; but it makes far more sense from a realistic and creative project to not have that. this game is such a fucking masterpiece!!! the scene with yuu trying to make yua remember what their mother was actually like was SO SAD. and that scene with them walking together happily at the end of the 4th end?!?!? im dead. deceased. literally cannot explain how much I love this game.
Someone ask me to play this game... and I'm glad they did 1000/10
Hello, I'd like to make a russian translation for your game!
I've sent a letter to your gmail address, but I'm not sure if it came through.
I got it, I’ve just ran into some upsetting personal issues so I can’t respond right now ;_; will try to get back to you by this weekend
Oh, I see, of course I can wait, it's no problem.
I wish you can handle whatever you're going through right now <3
I genuinely felt so trapped and helpless playing this game...it beautifully encapsulated the prison that abusive relationships can be. 10/10 experience, I found it horrifying.
Passing by to remind everyone that Hydrangea’s Steam page is live! Wishlisting it helps the game reach more players. Tell your friends, family, and pets! https://store.steampowered.com/app/3121650
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so good didnt even bother looking for a walkthrough guide
hello! i'd like to translate this game in greek! where should i contact you?
Hi, read this! https://meiri.itch.io/hydrangea/devlog/776205/on-translations-contact-me-if-youd-like-to-translate-hydrangea